zalvazst said: Society sucks. I know how they look at me, there is a word that is stored in his glance. I know they are disgusted, they don't like where I am. what should I do? if every day I have to shut myself in the classroom? without buying a meal or drink or I have to look down when I walk in front of people? or I have to leave school? or even I had to leave everyone forever? or I let it all happen to me? until when? until I was fed up and cut my veins? cmon just tell me what should i do
I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. But i don’t know if what i am going to say is what you will want. My view on society is that yes it is awful but do you know who makes up society? Us. All of us. Don’t try to fit in with other. Be yourself. You are perfect the way you are. Yes people are judge mental assholes but we have to learn to start not caring what others think. In the end we really only have ourselves sadly. It takes time and strength to learn to love yourself and be proud of who you are but if you work toward it you can so it! I believe in you love. This isn’t the end of your story. This is just a part of it. Its hard but you will get through it. Don’t give up. I love you and am always here for you.
Anonymous said: Have a good day love x
Aw thank you so much! You too!
veronicos said: Why do you answer and help others if you, as I see, suffer yourself? Is it your way to feel better? How are you?
Sometimes it does but sometimes I’m in such a bad place I don’t have the right words to help. I’m ok. Stay strong.
veronicos said: I don't think I can write you. So you don't know me, and I don't know you. I just ask myself if there is anything in this world I can do well, or good at. Thank you for time I am sorry, ugh. I don't know. I don't know how to believe there is something I am good at. I am sure I am not a total fail, oh no, I am great. Or maybe I am absolutely wrong, or slightly wrong. Maybe there is nothing I am good at anymore. Then I don't deserve good as well. I am sorry, it sounds like some usual tmblr pain.
No one is perfect but you don’t deserve all this pain you seem to think you do. Unless you have harmed another or something awful.0, you deserve a life just as much as everyone else. It’s hard to accept the fact that you do when you hate yourself. Trust me. That’s a battle that is hard to win. But you must work at it. You aren’t the worst person in the world. Everyone has their flaws. You aren’t alone. You can get through this. People love you. Stay strong.
The day is coming soon. Whether I am ready or not.
Anonymous said: I just want peace... And nobody give it to me, im completely TIRED !!!!!!
Me too love. I don’t want to keep fighting a battle i can’t win.
Anonymous said: Can you live with yourself knowing that you could've saved your girlfriend just by fighting for her instead of saying goodbye? Every time she pushed me away, I didn't give up on her. 4 years later, I thought she didn't love me, so we said our goodbyes. Me not knowing it was goodbye forever.Will It be selfish to leave ur family and friends. I miss her so much and I can't live like this anymore. Not without her. Please tell me what to do. All I feel is regret & guilt.ijust want to be with her.
It is not your fault she died love. You couldn’t have saved her. Even if you would liked to have think you could have, you couldn’t. Just from knowing how she felt, i know you couldn’t have. She most likely made up her mind in it long before. She choose to go. You weren’t the reason. You loved her to the best to your ability and thats all you could do. But the thing is you need to go on living your life and be as happy as you can because you know thats what she would want. You can do this. Its not your fault for her death. Stay strong. I love you and i know she did too.