Everything keeps getting worse. I am so sorry.

Everything keeps getting worse. I am so sorry.

Anonymous said: I just want peace... And nobody give it to me, im completely TIRED !!!!!!

Me too love. I don’t want to keep fighting a battle i can’t win.

But I’m still fighting like hell.

But I’m still fighting like hell.

Anonymous said: Can you live with yourself knowing that you could've saved your girlfriend just by fighting for her instead of saying goodbye? Every time she pushed me away, I didn't give up on her. 4 years later, I thought she didn't love me, so we said our goodbyes. Me not knowing it was goodbye forever.Will It be selfish to leave ur family and friends. I miss her so much and I can't live like this anymore. Not without her. Please tell me what to do. All I feel is regret & guilt.ijust want to be with her.

It is not your fault she died love. You couldn’t have saved her. Even if you would liked to have think you could have, you couldn’t. Just from knowing how she felt, i know you couldn’t have. She most likely made up her mind in it long before. She choose to go. You weren’t the reason. You loved her to the best to your ability and thats all you could do. But the thing is you need to go on living your life and be as happy as you can because you know thats what she would want. You can do this. Its not your fault for her death. Stay strong. I love you and i know she did too.

Anonymous said: Id like to be strong as you, bc sometimes i really cant handle it..... I lost so many friends and its getting harder when i think im getting better. A friend that i really trust on, is my virtual friend ive never seen her face to face, just skype, facetime, twitter and this stuffs... But im afraid of losing her, she's not beside me so she has so many friends! I cant even hug her when i need the most, when im about to self harm... You know what i mean? I dont have no one to give me a REAL hug..

I understand completely. I have lost all my friend except for two. But i think you should be confident in this friendship with this girl. It is better to have someone rather then no one. The thing with getting better is how hard it is. I know it seems like it is getting worse and maybe it is, but you can get through it. There is an end to the pain. Talk to your friend about your fear. Sometimes it helps to get reassured. You can do this. I love you. Stay strong.

Anonymous said: I have a dream to go to The X Factor next year (2015) i actually have the potential to do it as my friends say... I really want it, i cry of it, wishing God to make it come true as soon as he can! But i dont have de support of my parents... They say i have to study and be someone really smart. I mean, i have a second plan of course, but i need the help of my parents to get there! And i dont have it, and it hurts...

This is tough. Your parents are the people who have raised you and supported you. They protect you. What i am going to say is probably not what you want to hear, but remember it is just what i think. I think you need to talk to your parents. Explain how much you want this. I know you have tried already but it doesn’t hurt to try again. They probably will turn it down. And i am sorry. Your parents are the people who know whats best for you. Its gonna suck if they don’t let you yes but you can get past this. You can put our focus on other things and work hard to prove to your parents that you are smart that you can do the things you want. Maybe this voice thing isn’t the right timing now but keep your head up.

Anonymous said: So i got depressed since last year, i suffer from platonic love, he has a girlfriend, and i cant handle it.... I think that she actually makes him happy n sometimes i dont.... Yes, he's famous and people think their relationship is fake as i think, but i dont like to see them together even if it's fake.... Well i dont have no probs with her, shes beautiful and has a really good voice, but i really LOVE HIM, and it hurts.... A lot... My wrist dont have more space to get hurt tbhWhat should I do?

Honey, i think you should let him know how you feel. But if you love him, if you really love him, then if this girl really makes him happy then you have to let him go. Loving someone is wanting them to be happy. I know it is hard. Probably one of the hardest things to do, but if you love him tell him, maybe he feels the same. Try but if it fails, maybe it is time to let him go.

Anonymous said: Hi there, I feel like I'm on a downward spiral right now. I haven't cut for 7 months but it sad, I miss it. Immensely. I just feel crushed by everything right now, even if it's little. I've recently started another bad habit, of throwing up. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I just can't take all of the shit that's being thrown at me right now.

You have made it 7 months! That is amazing, i am so proud of you. I know it is hard now. But just by making it these 7 months, i know you are stronger enough to make it through these times. Throwing up is not good for you love. You are perfect the way you are. You can get through this. You can fight and win. Don’t be afraid to reach out to someone you trust and get help. Keep going. I love you. Stay strong

Anonymous said: I just need some sort of physical contact with someone. A hug, a touch, anything. I've never felt so alone and I have no where to turn

I am sorry i can’t give you a hug right now. I get this though. I often just want someone to hold my while i cry out all my problems. But i have no one also. But i want to give you a *virtual hug*. I love you. You can get through this because you are stronger then you think.